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Beyond Boundaries: My Spiritual Journey and Understanding
From a young age, I felt that my spiritual path was different. Born into a Serbian Orthodox family, I grew up learning about Christianity—about God, Jesus, and the teachings of the Church. My parents shared their faith, and while I respected it, I always felt a pull toward something deeper, something beyond what was taught.
Early Experiences: Seeing the Unseen
Around the age of 4 or 5, I began seeing things others didn’t. Spirits, entities, and energies surrounded me in ways that felt natural yet indescribable to those around me. I remember holding my hands over my body and feeling pain dissolve, as if energy itself was flowing through me to heal. This ability extended to others, bringing peace, relaxation, and balance—a gift I’ve always considered sacred, something given to me by the source of all creation.
These experiences weren’t learned; they simply were. Over the years, I shaped and refined this gift through practice and connection, but its essence remains untouched. Unlike in Reiki, where practitioners use symbols, I don’t use symbols. I both give and take energy, guided by something innate, something beyond. With my focus, I can go directly to the root of an issue and take away what is causing distress, allowing the body and spirit to return to balance. This has been a vital part of my spiritual journey of healing and growth.
Learning the Limits of Offering Help
On a regular basis, people feel the need to share their religious beliefs with me, even when I haven’t asked. This feels akin to offering healing sessions to those who haven’t sought them or revealing truths about others they wish to keep hidden. In the past, I offered unsolicited help, thinking it would bring comfort. Instead, I learned a hard but valuable lesson: no one can be helped without their consent, without them reaching out first.
It took time to understand this. I often asked myself, “Why do they respond like this when I only want to help?” Over the years, I realized that offering help unasked only pushes people further away. So now, I don’t offer healing to anyone unless they come to me with the intent to connect or heal. This shift has created a space of mutual respect, transforming the way I approach my gift. It has also deepened my spiritual journey of healing and growth, teaching me the importance of patience and mutual understanding.
Similarly, I don’t speak about my spiritual beliefs unless someone genuinely asks. I don’t try to convince anyone to believe in more than they do, and I honor everyone’s pace and path in life. If you believe in God, Jesus, the Church, the Mosque, Allah, Mohammad, Buddha, Krishna, or Ganesha—wonderful. Does it make you happy? Are you satisfied? Do you feel love? Then I’m happy for you. But here’s a question to reflect on: Do you also respect other people’s beliefs? If so, why talk or overshare about your belief when no one has asked? And if you don’t respect others’ beliefs, are you sure you truly respect your own? The foundation of love is respect. If we don’t respect ourselves or others, how much do we truly love—ourselves or anyone else?
Take a moment to ask yourself: How do I respect and love myself? Do I extend the same respect and love to those whose beliefs differ from mine? By cultivating this awareness, we can break free from the labels and divisions that separate us and move closer to true unity and peace. This reflection is a key part of my spiritual journey of healing and growth.
Exploring Religion and Spirituality
Have you ever thought about how long humans have existed? What if I told you it’s over 300,000 years? And yet, when we look at modern religions, the oldest—Hinduism—is only a fraction of that time. Christianity, for example, is just 2,000 years old. Why, then, do so many believe it holds the sole truth?
All religions share practices that echo one another. Bowing, for instance, is present in Islam, Christianity, Hinduism, and Buddhism, each with its own variation. These connections reveal how deeply intertwined humanity’s search for the divine truly is.
From a young age, I was drawn to the idea of gods and goddesses, even when my parents insisted we believe in just one God. Over time, as I explored Buddhism and spent time on Holy Mount Athos, I found myself returning to this fascination. Recently, I discovered my ancestral Celtic lineage, which believed in gods and goddesses deeply connected to nature. This resonated profoundly with me—I feel more at home in the natural world, created by the source, than in anything constructed by humans. This connection to nature has been a guiding force in my spiritual journey of healing and growth.
A Turning Point: Loss and Connection
In 2007, my spiritual path took an unexpected turn with the sudden passing of my younger sister, Dijana. Her loss drew me closer to the Serbian Orthodox faith, seeking solace in prayers, rituals, and weekly visits to church. I even considered becoming a monk, spending time at the Serbian Orthodox monastery Hilandar on Holy Mount Athos.
My time there was transformative. During a walk through the olive groves, I encountered a silent monk whose presence radiated wisdom. Though he spoke only a few words, his message stayed with me: “You are meant to live in the world, not retreat from it. You are meant to help people.” At the time, I didn’t fully understand what he meant. I was drawn to the idea of leaving the world behind, finding peace in the simplicity and discipline of monastery life. His words left me puzzled, and though they resonated, I wasn’t ready to grasp their significance.
It was only years later, when I began to embrace the gift I’d had since childhood—the ability to sense and heal—did his message truly reveal its meaning. I realized that helping people wasn’t about retreating from the world; it was about being fully present within it. My path wasn’t to escape life’s complexities but to walk alongside others, guiding them toward peace and balance. This moment of clarity shaped a key milestone in my spiritual journey of healing and growth.
Reflections on Vulnerability and Growth
There have been moments in my journey when I felt lost or uncertain, but those were the times I grew the most. Vulnerability isn’t a weakness; it’s a doorway to deeper understanding. By allowing myself to feel and explore those moments, I’ve learned to guide others on their own paths with greater compassion. These experiences have enriched my spiritual journey of healing and growth in ways I never imagined.
A Perspective on Universal Energy
I’ve come to see that the energy flowing through us is universal—it knows no labels, no borders, no beliefs. It is the same life force that connects all beings, reminding us that at our core, we are one.
A Closing Reflection
No matter our faith, our practices, or our beliefs, we are all seekers on this journey of life. We seek connection, understanding, and peace. When we look beyond what separates us, we discover that we are far more alike than we are different—each of us a unique expression of the same divine source.
As I continue on my path, my hope is to inspire others to reconnect with their true selves and find healing and balance in their lives. Whether through shared experiences, healing sessions, or simple conversations, I believe that each connection brings us closer to a world where respect, love, and understanding guide us all.
If you feel the need to connect, to explore your own path of healing and self-discovery, I am here. Whether through a healing session or a simple conversation, the journey begins with openness and trust.
What has your spiritual journey taught you? Have you found a connection that transcends labels and beliefs? I’d love to hear your reflections—feel free to share them with me. And thank you for taking the time to share this space with me. Your openness makes the world a little brighter.
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